Ryder

( Fact is just fiction spun on it's head. You don't like it? Don't come crying to me about it. )

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My life is so weird sometimes. I think I've got it all under control, and something comes to bite me in the ass. I got laid off today (well, yesterday now), because the factory is having financial troubles. Happily, this means I'll get get unemployment for a while. Unhappily, this means I'm going to have a lot of fucking time spent at home until they either a) shut down completely or b) bring us back. I really hope they bring us back, because I actually LIKED my damn job. Oh well. Either way, things work out however they're meant to. Even if I don't like the outcome all the time.

I am having a rather good time of late with someone new. She makes me smile far too often, but that's probably a good thing. I need to smile more. It's been damn amazing thus far, and I'm hoping it continues to be, for at least a little while. Longer than a little while, if possible. I don't know, I'm kind of weird on a semi-regular basis, so I'll probably do something completely moronic at some point, and screw it all up. We'll see if I manage to hold it all together.

Why am I watching Charmed? Season 2, episode 1. It's sad that I know that, isn't it? Please ignore that I pretty much admitted I know them by season and episode. Let's not over-think that. I'm going to finish this episode and go to bed. I'm fucking exhausted.

I spent 45 minutes today talking my way out of getting arrested again. Yes, I managed to do it, much to my own shock (and probably the cop's, to be honest). I should probably stop being such a hoodlum and clean my life up. I'm getting pretty sick of my "friends" anyway. People are assholes, not that I need to tell anyone that, because I'm fairly certain everyone knows.

I should probably find new people to hang out with. I'm pretty sure damn near anyone would be better than the guys I normally hang out with. I also need to stop watching How It's Made episodes. I'm learning too much without learning anything really. I think my goal this year is going to be no jail. Between that and possibly getting some kind of education so I can move out of the factory jobs I normally do, I sound like I may actually get someplace. Amazing.

Well, I keep falling asleep siting here, and that's utterly stupid, so I'm going to go lay back down before I fall over. Trust me, it's possible. My bed is far more comfortable to sleep in than this chair is, too.

I'm giving up the ghost of love in the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore Queen of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet